Well, the semester has been over and done with since the 8th, and the house has been made livable since around that time, too. I don't really have the space I need to work, but that's something I'm working around.
Really, I hadn't been well since around April 12th. Mentally exhausted and on the verge of depression, really. Academic stuff aside, the past month has been mainly me adjusting to the pressures of a new job, saving to secure a place to live in the area, somehow finding enough money to cover rent and bills so as not to mess up what little credit I have, figuring out what to do in case I couldn't afford another year of school (which I probably can't, and being my graduating year, ends up being somewhat of a set-back), and dealing with ridiculous relationship problems that could have honestly been avoided if I weren't so much of a dumbass. :/ I ended up getting myself into the same crappy situations I got out of before leaving for Florida, so no matter how much I thought I had changed, mostly everything stayed the same.
I've just basically taken the time to figure out what it is I need to do, and whether I could be happy where I am now, being with the people I'm with. I know what I need to do, but not how to go about it. I'm also fairly certain I can't be happy with the people I'm with now; at most, I can only be somewhat satisfied. At the same time, my family has done everything short of begging me to come home. It kills me, because I know I have to return north to be happy, but I'm just not ready to go back. I feel if I go back now, I'll never get my BFA. Going back home would just hold me back at this point. But that has little to do with getting this comic out, so that's what I'll focus on next.
If the readers are still out there, I'm still working through a few things, and I don't know how soon it'll be, but I haven't abandoned this comic. Thank you for your continued patience.
Really, I hadn't been well since around April 12th. Mentally exhausted and on the verge of depression, really. Academic stuff aside, the past month has been mainly me adjusting to the pressures of a new job, saving to secure a place to live in the area, somehow finding enough money to cover rent and bills so as not to mess up what little credit I have, figuring out what to do in case I couldn't afford another year of school (which I probably can't, and being my graduating year, ends up being somewhat of a set-back), and dealing with ridiculous relationship problems that could have honestly been avoided if I weren't so much of a dumbass. :/ I ended up getting myself into the same crappy situations I got out of before leaving for Florida, so no matter how much I thought I had changed, mostly everything stayed the same.
I've just basically taken the time to figure out what it is I need to do, and whether I could be happy where I am now, being with the people I'm with. I know what I need to do, but not how to go about it. I'm also fairly certain I can't be happy with the people I'm with now; at most, I can only be somewhat satisfied. At the same time, my family has done everything short of begging me to come home. It kills me, because I know I have to return north to be happy, but I'm just not ready to go back. I feel if I go back now, I'll never get my BFA. Going back home would just hold me back at this point. But that has little to do with getting this comic out, so that's what I'll focus on next.
If the readers are still out there, I'm still working through a few things, and I don't know how soon it'll be, but I haven't abandoned this comic. Thank you for your continued patience.
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